TRIGGER WARNING

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TRIGGER WARNING:
this blog deals with my personal struggle with
gender identity disorder, PTSD, self harm, and depression, for which I am seeking professional treatment. proceed with care if graphic images bother you.
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Thursday, March 3, 2011

caught staring




a certain kind of tiredness.

a certain kind of pain.


primary focus



more days at the park. 

time to myself. 

but my boots are wearing thin.

frankincense, amber, and wine



frankincense, amber, and wine.

I breathe in my smoke.

And exhale into the sky. 



i am tired of people





lonely. 

feeling gaunt and weary. 

but happy. happy to be in solitude, under the sun.

man-made summer




narcissistic

I am proud of my tattoo

and how it contrasts with the blue of the sky.

rooted



hurricane 

uncomfortable

pax





pine 

grass 

taste

wanderlust

...recent stomach problems have made me so thin. Its painful. Moments like these, in the quiet in the woods, I can leave my body behind and wander in silence.


Wednesday, March 2, 2011

wanted









hibernate in

autumn leaves

in the november month.

the demons are back. but they are always back.
coping is strange.


Tuesday, March 1, 2011

something dark




too many people in my head 

too much for one individual, sometimes


blue woods



because because 

one more time and I'm done

..cool air feels so good on my skin. Loving the little things.

wild child



headache 

hunger

..its autumn again.