TRIGGER WARNING

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TRIGGER WARNING:
this blog deals with my personal struggle with
gender identity disorder, PTSD, self harm, and depression, for which I am seeking professional treatment. proceed with care if graphic images bother you.
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Thursday, October 31, 2013

meade



and on this day 

in below freezing weather 

I sang and danced until I lost my voice

and a stranger gave me meade. 

It is official now: 

Meade and I are the best of friends. 

In hoarseness, I laugh

and tell stories around the fire.

Monday, October 7, 2013

inhale


I haven't smoked in many years. 

Today I just... craved one.